
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
(first published in INDIAN QUARTERLY (July-September 2019)
The music was always in our ears
goose-stepping softly to a distant military tune
but the madman who perches by the signal
he could never hear it
then another beat rose to reverberate in our guts
drums and synthesizers in riotous processions
from dusk to dawn, emptying the streets into the sea.
the air thick with abir and gulal
eyes glazed, faces masked with revelry
the drums’ increasing tempo to the tune of currency
the procession danced crazier the air
scarlet, scarlet the faces and scarlet
the sky as far as you could see
the madman left his perch as every procession
approached, joining in yet keeping a respectful distance
feet keeping time
waving multicoloured rags over his head
he whirled and danced his dance
laughing and clapping his hands
isn’t being shut in just as bad as being shut out?
the roll of drums and cymbals closes in
darkening the horizon
the music that was always in our ears
marches faster, stronger, louder, bolder
now he hears it too yet he dances
with the same abandon
swirling and waving
and the streets empty into the sea
then suddenly he is alone
just him and the music
he sees the boots marching
to a military tune
he stands there by the traffic light
arms by his side, the rags limp in his hands
his grey beard gone pink with the colour
settling around him on the asphalt at his feet
the night is dark, uniform crisp sharp steps are all he hears.
(First published in Guftugu: Indian Cultural Forum)
Whoever was born a tabula rasa?
I came from the womb
with the history of our ancestors
the forks in their tongues
and the venom on their lips
interwoven into the strands of my DNA
wash, scrub and rinse, abrade and buff
it won’t come off.
Put on all the liberal masks of the world
one over the other yet
there will be a chink where the cosmetics melt
and the BB cream cracks
to show teeth and fangs
and atavistic passions
that would put our tribal past to shame
haven’t we now devised means so clinical,
long distant, sophisticated and global
that we can vanquish
entire peoples without a spot of blood
on our manicured white hands.
(First published in Teksto – the Peoples’ Magazine of the North East India Company)
Strange that words
like ships and people
reach distant alien shores
From the dark wooden staircase worn down under five generations of footfall
from Teen Batti, Saat rasta, Kaala Chowki, Lalbaug and Shivdi
to the ST bus depots at Bombay Central, Parel and Dadar running
extra services during April, September and October
Knee deep in water
legs wide and firm
bent double all day
planting a swaying emerald carpet
up to the horizon
Bending, bending, bending